Gosh I’m soo happy right now! I’m so happy but my tears are about to fall. It’s been five years! It’s been five years since these five boys made their first performance on national television. Five years since they first introduced themselves as the “shining SHINee”. These boys changed me so much. They’re the reason why I’m into Kpop right now. Why I’m happy for the past five years that I’ve been living. I don’t care if they can’t read this. Heck I don’t even care if I ever existed! I’m just here to support them with whatever makes them happy. I already know that I can’t marry one of them (*cough* Onew *cough*).. I just want to live in the present and enjoy every moment with them. ‘Cause I know the time would come when they would fulfill their military services, when they would be in romantic relationships, then eventually marry whoever they love. Just thinking about all of those things makes me cry… TT^TT Let’s be realistic here. WE CAN’T MARRY THEM AND LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER.
But.. I’ll find the Onew of my life and then marry him and have cute squishy children.
HAPPY FIVE YEARS WITH SHINEE~~